ive fallen and cant get up

i was in a bad mood............. and i needed to practice with pencils so i decided to draw another scene from a dream i had last year which was a pretty long and confusing dream so i won't bother putting it up here. well.... just to give you a hint, i had a dream that i was dreaming in my dream and then when i just had a spear thrusted through my chest at the end of the dream, i was woken up by Chloe and Noel and then i actually woke up in real life........... the dream also included a serpent bursting out of Noel's stomach, me falling off a cliff (don't worry, i always seem to have wings in my dreams), an absoloutly gigantic war, Sun Wave's mother, father and brother being killed, Sun Wave's sister being kidnapped by Hikaru Assumi (Kitral's sister), me getting stabbed through the chest and (surprise surprise) alot of death. there was more than that, but i want this to be as short as possible........

anyway, this is Noel (plainly pronounced "No-ell") the 4th jackal after Whisp, although she is actually still alive, unlike Ortan, Tear and Whisp.